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Name: kErRi
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Houston
Gender: Female


Interests: i am the girl who sits there with the smile on her face with the booming laugh that screams out good times and a great life, but i know that laugh sounds hollow and i superficially put it on as an act to divert the attention away from my feelings. i can't keep going on with this act, fuck you for what you did i can't stand it anymore. time after time you stripped me down and fucked me over, well it's too late for anything to be done. you put the gun to my head and pulled the trigger and laughed as i fell through the haze of all your deceptions.
Expertise: my emotions are so insane. i don't even know what i want anymore. what is happiness? honestly... where the fuck do you draw the line? i thought i was happy once. but obviously that didn't last. love doesn't last forever... promises are always broken. i'm discovering a pattern. maybe there isn't such a thing called "happiness". maybe it's this physcological emotion we developed in order to sustain our lonliness. is it even real? i feel as if i'm broken. like i am an old toy that's been played with and abused so many times that it will never fuction correctly again. is it possible that i can be maintained? it isn't nessicary for me to be fixed... i just need something to help things along. i can't stand feeling this way. this "come-and-go" type contentness. i want it to stay. i don't want to have the question myself countless times per day. i want to be certain about something for once. don't i deserve that much?


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I lied.


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This is what happiness looks like. <3


Friday, December 02, 2005

 

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Saturday, November 26, 2005

I'll go ahead and pour myself a drink.
I really couldn't care less what you think.
Well I don't have to listen now.
Live this day down,
If I can't feel a thing.
You might as well save your goodbyes.
We can give this train wreck one last ride.
I'm gonna have to listen now.
Live this day down,
If I don't make things right.
I'll tell you one last time...

I don't wanna know it's over.
So save your goodbye kiss.
I don't wanna know it's over,
Cause ignorance is bliss.
I can hardly see,
What's in front of me.
Cause the vodka's running on empty.
I can't stay sober.
If it's over.
So save your goodbye kiss.

I woke up with a heartbeat in my head.
I reached for the bottle by the bed.
I saw your side was not slept in.
Cold sheets again,
Remind me of what you said.
We need to take a break for a while.
It's been so long since I smiled.
I don't wanna listen now.
Live this day down,
With you so drunk and high.
So I'll say goodbye.

I don't wanna know it's over.
So save your goodbye kiss.
I don't wanna know it's over.
Cause ignorance is bliss.
Now I know I can't stay sober.
Cause you left me here like this.
I don't wanna know.
So save your goodbye kiss.
Cause ignorance is bliss.
I can hardly see,
What's in front of me.
Cause the vodka's running on empty.
I can't stay sober.
If it's over.
I don't wanna know,
If it's over.
If it's over,
I don't wanna know.



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